đ Share this article Unbearable Pain: A Personal Battle Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches It began on a dreary weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a intense pain sprang behind my one eye. This was followed by quick shocks, similar to lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the pain subsided and then came back with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the agony remained unbearable. The headaches appeared frequently that fall, and again in the spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-blown agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches. Cluster headaches often start with intense pain behind one eye that persists for several hours. Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the disorder, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, excruciating pain focused on one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal bouts; others have continuous attacks, defined by the absence of extended pain-free periods. What connects patients is the severity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate discovered 64% of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the number dropped to 4% when they were not in pain. Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. âI would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,â she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Drinking in her teens, like many triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home. Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as drunken behavior. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. âI was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,â she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national hospital. Nevertheless, the failure to organize life around unpredictable pain took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. âIt steals from you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,â she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility. Headaches have been documented throughout history. âThe earliest account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,â write experts in a book on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads. Historical medical records propose unusual treatments for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a distinct condition, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies. It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient âafflicted with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing each day at specific hoursâ. The disorder were only officially recognised by global headache committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major artery that supplies blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the disorder note this. In the late 1990s, researchers published the findings of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a major medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better. In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like âa modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eyeâ. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor researched his symptoms. Specialists say delays in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. âYou're tired and low, but not in severe pain,â a doctor says. He works by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments. A charity trustee, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a calm volunteer guided them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode passed. National guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific drug administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of well-known people. But leading neurologists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is everything: âThe length of the bout dictates the treatment.â Brief cycles with infrequent episodes are handled with acute therapy only. Longer or more intense periods require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle â an injection into the side of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals. The national guidelines need revising to reflect a